Dolce Vita ♥

While I was browsing through the internet looking for videos,  I suddenly thought of the upcoming MSSM tournament.  I went all sweaty and my heart beat like hell.  I haven't been practising much lately.  And I'm so fcking afraid . :\ I keep missing tennis lessons. And most of them because of scout activities. T_T I'm not trying to blame scout for this.  Those decisions were made by me.  I know I shouldn't regret them, but I do, okay? I really do.  I don't know what to do now.  I should have sparred with my brother when he was still in Melaka.  But now he's not here anymore. -.-  Regrets regrets regrets. HAISH.  @(#*@()#*_@)#*!()@*#( Someone save meee. I want to have extra tennis lessons but I don't think mom will agree.  First of all, I'm busy enough and second of all, individual tennis lessons are expensive shit.  Normally I'd train with my dad, but now he's not here anymore :(  Currently under pressure. D:...

First of all, I am not satisfied with my one-week-break. >:(  I haven't had time to relax and watch my Korean drama. Zzz.  Well, I had. Only curi-curi cos when my mum passes by the computer room I'd have to off it and pretend to do my work. :P  WHICH, of course, I've finished..a little. ;D  I'm just so sick of doing folios. Especially Sejarah. :\  The only satisfying thing I'd done is the stupid tidak-kurang-daripada-100 perkataan-esei.  I'd written 148 words :P Heh.  and 4 nilai patriotisme. Nyehehehe.  Why are there so many stuff we need to do research on?  It's not like we're gonna be a Sejarahwan when we grow up.  And giving us a tajuk as boring as MBMB, is really trying to test our patience. =_____=  I am super sick of it.  School's reopening tomorrow.  I haven't done calligraphy homework.  I shall write like 3 or 4 pages later. So I wouldn't have to worry about it for the next 3 weeks. >:D  Fyi,...

One word to describe this camp - Tiring.  Well, you could say that I have no rights to say that I'm tired because I didn't really help much , but heck, I am tired.  For those who have worked and worked and helped and helped until you are dying, sorry I didn't help much.  SORRY. The worst stuff about camp : Mosquitoes, toilets, mosquitoes, sweltering sun, mosquitoes, burung hantu (unless you're a helper, but it's the same, so yeah. ;P ) Got to school at 9am. But we were supposed to reach at 8am. -_- Apparently, Sarina had already informed us on Saturday on Facebook.  But I didn't get on Facebook that day so I didn't know.  Needless to say that those who didn't get the message were late.  So, I'm sorry I didn't get the message. And I'm sorry I was late.  I lazy wanna say the whole camp's process lehhh. LOL. Just that it was very embarrassing when I was teaching the campers kawad basics.  I commanded wrongly, demonstrated wrongly . OMG...

Chapter 4 of Science is reaaaally long. :O  It's not really an embarrassing chapter to learn actually.  ( harhar, acting all mature here. LOLLL )  It must be one of the most happiest classes I've been to since kindergarten. HAHAHA. not that I'm a pervert or anything. it's just that, Sir laughs A LOT when he teaches this chapter. A LOT MORE than expected.  So yeah. It's pretty funny. =D But that's not the point of this post. -_-  Hmmmmmm.  Oh, right.  My brother came back yesterday. With Yanlin. :P  HAHAHA. We celebrated mum's birthday at Sakura House just now.  We were SUPPOSED to surprise her, but failed. :O  Had a great time though. (:  I'm going to Orientation Camp on Sunday! :D  Kinda excited (?) because I shall not join as a camper but as a helper . *proud face*  lol no la jk.  Kinda nervous. D:  Scared. Terrified. HORRIFIED. DIE!!!!  lol.  Especially owling ehh.  What if we scared...

My spelling is just fine, if you're wondering.  D.E.D. aka "Depression-and-Emotional-Disorder" : A disorder caused mainly by really bad test/exam results.....yeah that's pretty much that. LOL. this is a sample photo of having DE disorder. LOL. tried so hard to get this angle man!  but it's blur. Yeah. Well, it's a disorder made by me. ( obviously? -.- )  Haih.  I've been suffering from DED for quite a few days now. D:  It's not called EMO-ing, or being DEPRESSED. It's both at the same time! Which makes no sense at all! And apparently, being EMO or DEPRESSED is totally different from having DED.  SO YEAH.  I know you don't get it. HEHEHEHEH.  Now I'm having CGD. Crazy and Gila Disorder. Mainly caused by DED.  AHHHH.  ):  Tell you what. My results = Shit.  The position I'll get is most probably 40+. Am I positive of that? YES. *&%$#@%!^@ Main reason why I've been suffering from DED.  Not really.  I ...