Dolce Vita ♥

"What do you wanna become when you grow up? Oh I bet you're gonna be in MMU."  "So, are you going to stay in Melaka for Form 6? Then you can be with your mom."  That's what people usually say when they see me. Am I not worthy to go overseas to further my studies? Saying all of these, people, are actually an indirect way of looking down on me. Please, do I look like someone who takes my studies light? To just waste off my parents' hard-earned money so that I could just get into a university and study, and then maybe fail halfway because I can't catch up? I'm not saying MMU or Form 6 isn't good. They're good options. But all I wanna say is, can you people just stop talking about what I'm going to do when I grow up? Do you know what I want? No, you don't.  I plan to get a scholarship. I don't want to use my parents' money. I want to earn the scholarship myself. The truth is, I plan to study overseas, like in Cana...

I can be strong.  But with you, it's not like that at all.  ♥ Ha. I doubt anyone comes here anymore, but I don't care.  This is my haven.  So, I think I should be more careful with my words.  I constantly curse and swear (Lol. Should reduce it.) when I'm in a bad mood or when someone pisses me off.  It's a bad habit. But, you don't expect me to bury it all inside, right? I release my anger and disappointment by ranting non-stop.  It's annoying. I know. And it disturbs the people around me.  Well, I'm trying to change. But on the other hand, I don't want to.  Why must I always work so freaking hard to please everyone? And in the end, I'm the one who's not happy. I'm the one who's always angry.  What to do? This is life.  I hate life. And yet, I try my best to enjoy it, no matter what.  Lol. Not try my best laah actually. Sometimes, I really do enjoy it.  Disap...

I know I have not been blogging for the past 2 months :P That's because my cpu's been  unconscious.  Yes. Stupid PC World only returned - correction, CHANGED A NEW ONE - today.  PMR is in 3 WEEKS MY GOD. 21 days! Minus today, 20. FML. Heheh. Haven't touched the keyboard for so long. lol.  SHO HAPPAAAYYY.  But I've been keeping in touch with muh peeps with my phone >:D  It's just that I didn't get to reblog stuff like I usually do. It was suffering not to boot the computer everyday. looool. I could boot it, but it wouldn't come alive. =-= (because there was no cpu, you derp. :[ ) Sooo yeah. Even though my comp's alive again, I can't reblog/blog everyday >B( I HAZ TO STUDY. B|  TO GET STRAIGHT A'S. TO GET MY DSLR.  TO GET PEOPLE TO NOTICE MY EXISTENCE. <- just kidding. i dont want the limelight.   TO MAKE MY PAPA AND MAMA PROUD. B| TO GET INTO 4SC1.  TO PROVE THAT CELINE TAN CAN DO IT. Yeah man.  Dengan se...