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Chapter 211 : The lazeeeness kicks in.

Okay I know I've not been updating. 
The only reason for this stupid attitude is because I'M. TOO. LAZEE. 
Heh. So, I just got back from PJ (Petaling Jaya).
I went to my aunt's house to visit my grandmother. 
Thank God she still remembers me. 
Cos I think she forgot my brother's name hahah.


During the stay at my aunt's house, my cousin introduced me to a game - Rugby.
It's not American Football, it's the REAL RUGBY.
The one without any armor and guards. Just plain flesh. (and shirt. lol.)
Okay, technically they just run around the field and tackle the one who gets the ball. XD
And run run run, tackle tackle tackle. :3 
It's actually more than that though. 
The players literally shed blood and sweat to achieve points.
It's not a very good sight to see when they're injured. 
But by the look in their eyes, we can tell that they're determined to win, to get the trophy back to their hometown. 
And that's what amazes me. 
:) 



I think I'll be missing a lot of events/activities,
since my mom's gonna be in Beijing during the December holidays. 
I'll be missing a whole lot of outings and a whole lot of tennis lessons. O_O 
And also I'll be missing ECM Libra (well it's best I not go cos I really suck.) cos of the Vietnam trip.
Rawr. I already missed Cally's BBQ party, which was only yesterday.
But sokay. I'm  foreveralone  anyways. 


I have a poem for this. 
(no just kidding. it isn't even a poem.)

See? that's me right there.

Yep.

Crying my eyes out. 

Alone.

Forever I shall be alone.

Alone, forever.

Forever aloneeeee. :( 





Hahah.
You know me. 
I'm always so random. D:
And so alone. lol.
Just kidding. I have my tumblr and youtube and facebook and twitter.

Alrighty. It's a really short post but I hope you had fun reading? 
Nah don't think so.
But sokay. :P 





x
Celine.
There comes a point where there's no more
Anger.
Just
Disappointment.


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