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Chapter 221 : Happy Ever After


Happy Ever After does not exist. A love story will not end with "Happy Ever After", because love is eternity. It is pure, priceless, precious....yet painful. Some people yearn for a relationship because they want to feel loved and wanted; Some just wants to have it because they're lonely; Some because they're jealous of their friends; And some, they just want to be with the person they love, no matter how tough and torturing it is. No, I have not been in a relationship before. I do not have the experience to really describe how love is, or how it works. I'm just typing all these based on my observations. 


I've seen a few couples getting married after a long-term relationship and I truly admire that. As a girl, of course I want a stable and sweet relationship, but maybe not now. It's not the time yet. Some are lucky, just the picture I posted above (Credits to The Pact by Jodi Picoult. Good read btw.). And some...are not so. They had to struggle through failed relationships to eventually end up with someone who deserved them. Everyone's story is different, I must admit. But sometimes, people are too stupid and gullible to accept a person in their lives without really thinking clearly about it. 

I know, everyone yearns for someone to love them, to not be lonely. But giving up your first love, first kiss, first hug to someone who would most likely leave you for someone else, is not worth it at all. Most people treat love as a game, something they can have fun with. It's not like this, it's not like this at all. Wake up to your senses! If you want to be in a relationship, treat it seriously. Do not play with your partner's feelings. It's not worth it. 

And for those who are desperate for a relationship, be patient. Your love will come by. God deserved you for someone special, especially for you. If it is fated, then it is fated. If it is meant to be, it will bound to happen. No point rushing. Because rushing will only lead you to disappointment. And disappointment, will lead you to anger. And anger, will lead you to not believing in love anymore.... Okay sorry that didn't make sense right? It's okay, just ignore it. 

Well I guess all I'm trying to say is, appreciate love when it's by your side, don't ignore it. Because you might be missing your moon while counting the stars. Quote from somewhere. 
You need to be brave to love. With no courage, love is nothing. 





x

Celine

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