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Chapter 230: Your Queen Bitch Is Back

HEY WHASSUP Y'ALL!!! So I decided to come back to blog. Seriously missed blogging so much man. I miss writing my thoughts out and jotting down all those lovely memories. And when I look back at those blogposts I made when I was in lower sec, some part of it made me cringe and yet some part of it made me felt reaaaaaally nostalgic about being a kid (lol wtf what am I talking about? Am still a kid! BUT AN OLDER KID 8D) I feel very rusty leh honestly speaking. Kinda lost my touch for blogging already. But I'm gonna try my best kay. Step by step, I'mma make this space a LEGENDARY ONE! Okay kidding. Cannot lah. I blog for fun only. And of course to record down my life.

When I first started blogging, I honestly didn't think much. I just wanted to try something new cos it sounded cool. Okay so here is my first blogpost wtf. DAMN CHILDISH omg. What. I was 13 for God's sake. And lol, yeah getting a B for my English is prolly the worst nightmare lor. Until now it still is. *shivers* Don't say I lanci lah, cos I really like this subject, and it's the only subject I can be proud of. HAHAHA. All my sciences? Tak boleh pakai to the max. Okay lah, can pakai, but half can pakai only. I don't even know what I am blabbering about. K. Back to the point, So I got older, and my blogposts got longer. Andddd, my mentality matured(?) lol I hope so. I'm thinking of blogging real consistently starting from...now. Yes.

So I just finished my second last paper today, Biology! Paper 1 was easy...then came Paper 2 which completely ruined my whole mood lol. All the structural questions were so....damn. I really don't know how to explain it. Yes, it was THAT bad. Paper 3 was okay, totally did not expect that Visking tube experiment to come out. Luckily I read through that experiment though. The only thing that bothers me now is Paper 2. I hope I get at least a 70/100 for that paper, although it's highly impossible. For now, I am worried about Accounts, Biology and Chinese. Chinese is next week but I know it's gon' be a real tough paper so yeah. Never once I thought Chinese was easy. I dunno man. It just feels like whatever I answer it's gonna be wrong anyway. In short, my Chinese is really hopeless lol. I'd like to get an A-. B+ is good enough actually. Well let's just see how things turn out shall we?

As I am typing this, I am having a major headache since Paper 2 just now. No I don't want to sleep....YET. LOL. Feels really great to type all I want without caring about the word limit HAHAHA. My blogposts should have more pictures right? Or else it'd be damn freaking boring. Okay, once I go for outings and whatnots then I'll update with more pictures.

For now,



Waseh my hair damn freaking dry hor? I'm considering doing treatment leh hahahah. 
Okay, going to try to blog more in the future! 
Shall see you guys soon. 




x
Celine

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