Phew. I can finally sit down and type something. The past 2 weeks have been...well, I can't say that it's hectic, because I'm sure A LOT of people have it much harder than me. Hmm, let's just say I've been a little bit busy. Last Friday I went for the Sinchew Scholarship Interview! Hahaha I type here also feel paiseh. Previous interviews were all not successful sadly, that's why I have to go apply for more. I wonder if people talk bad about me behind their backs? LOL. Like, "Oh my God she's been through 2 scholarship interviews and she got none! Now she wants to go for another one? I'm sure she'll fail like the previous ones." I don't know. Maybe yes maybe no. I guess it's inevitable. Because I myself feel this way too. *自卑* And yet the other part of me feels that having the opportunity to attend the interviews is already considered not bad; it's just that I'm not good enough to compete with the rest. Anyway the interview ...