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Chapter 149 : Those Whatever-Shits (: 



Funny how you say bad things about someone really obviously and they find out and you say " Oh crap he/she found out about it! " and then that person informs his/her friend about it on Facebook and you find out about it and say " Oh shit he/she and his/her friends are gonna kill me! " cowardly but knowing inside that they wouldn't even dare to lay a finger on you because they're cowardly too. lol. (: 

Well bish ( another way of saying the b word. :D ), before you say anything vulgar about me, let me tell you this : Don't mess with me, because you and I know that I'm so much smarter than you. :) 
If you think that it's you then it's you lah. :D 
Not that I can stop you from saying so, riiiighhhht? HEHEH. 


Yeah things happen. That's why some things are meant to be kept private. 


Whatever... that's not the point. LOL. 
Actually, this post doesn't have a point. 
I'm catching up on my life these days and I hope I won't be lazy anymore. -.- 
Yes, people who knows me well knows that I'm a lazee person who doesn't give a damn shit on anything. 
I'm working on that though. o.O 
I know in your heart you're probably saying : HA! I bet that wouldn't work either! 
Lalala. =D  Because I'm fly like that yo. 
But sometimes, I really wanna shoot myself with M16. lol. 
Cannot tahan myself. @.@  I just don't have the urge to dooo it. 
I'm sorryyyy. I'll try to change okay? :(
I know that I've disappointed you countless times. I'm sorry, I really am.

You can say that my results are terrible.
I can't even get A for Moral. LOL. 
Yeah that's how terrible my results can get. 
Oh well. I'd have to work a lot more harder next time.
I know I can. 
End-year's is in 2 months. 
WORK IT MAN.


Oh yeah, I'm almost done with Musician's Song. Just need more and more practice. 
Once again, I know I can. :) 
With or without teacher's help. I AM GOING TO DO ITTTTTT. AHHHHH. 
And after I do it I shall post it here. HAHA. Just wait patiently...maybe it won't go here. 
Maybeeee. and what about my mag article? :P 
Do you guys wanna see? Don't think so.
It is quite violent, as my mom says so. -__- 
but I think it's okay with me. lol. Lazy to change the whole storyline lerh. @@ 




Oh dang it, my face peeeeeeling. Haih. :( 
Luckily it wasn't sunburn though. 
I am grateful. :) 




xoxo
celine. ♥ turn it upside down




it's weird how you don't even ask about things you usually ask..
you've changed thoroughly; I don't even know you anymore. 

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