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Chapter 153 : Shattered.


Your heart seems to be too fragile to touch; 
For if one touches your heart, it shall shatter into a million pieces,
Waiting for that someone to mend it for you.
But that someone would not come; 
Because you have left her with bitter memories which she did not wish to have. 
You look up into the sky, 
Glancing back at those memories;
Wanting to erase each and every one of it from your mind,
But could not. 
You closed your eyes and inhaled the air around you, 
You imagined her right beside you; 
But could not feel her presence nonetheless.
For she has left you with nothing, but the unendurable past that you and she had. 
Gently opening your eyes,
You felt tears in it. 
You tried so hard to not let it flow, but failed.
Your tears glistened under the dusky sky, the moonlight shining up above.
Nothing could change the past,
and nothing shall. 
For it shall stay the same,
Forever. 


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Just some super weird plus super stupid poem I came up with.
Wait, I don't think it's a poem. 
It's some kind of a weird...thing. 
LOL.
I come up with the weirdest stuff. ==
and never knowing what the hell that is.



So today I went to DP with Dion, Arlene and Jasline. 
We watched Vampires Suck. XD
Omg, the theater was so damn empty. 
Hilarious movieee.
The fake crew looks better than the real one.
Damn stupid sial the movie. 
Dion and I commented almost every second during the movie.
I hope the people in the front didn't mind. XD 
Edward owns a scooter that runs super fast,
that also made us laughed super loud. :D 


We went to lepak lorr.
Saw some familiar people.
Some from my own school, IJC, SFI, and last but not least, FACEBOOK.
Yeah. =-=" Damn awkward. lol. but who cares anyway.
I don't know them and they don't know me. Period.


.........I don't really know what to type anymore.
Oh, right. 
I have...a crush..on...



COWS! 


( LOL! Kindly highlight it else it might look like I have a crush on CCW. XD ) 


Can you not agree that they are the most adorable things? LOL.
Okay, maybe the real ones are gross but yeah, the cartoon one is cute and fat. 
Not gross lah but you get what I mean right. =.=

I tried to find a plushy toy cow but couldn't find a proper one.
Some are too grotesque and some are too dirtaayyh. 
Else I'd buy it straight away mannn. 
Hmm...cows are too rare. 
Pink dogs and bears are found staring at you EVERYWHERE.
it kinda freaks me out. 
Not that I don't like toy puppies and bears. 
It's just that they're too common! 
PEOPLE SHOULD TRY SELLING COWS THAT SAYS "MOO MANG MANG" 
everytime you press it! 
:D 

One day I shall fulfill my own wish.
One day, I SHALL SELL PLUSH TOY COWS THAT SAYS "MOO MANG MANG"! 
XD
And maybe a BEEEEEEEEE that says " WEE WANG WANG "! 
AHAHAHA I'm going crazy. 


Yes. *clears throat* I think that is all for today.
Had a tiring day.
Avril Lavigne NEVER, EVER fails to make me emo. 
HAHA. 
==






xoxo-
celine. ♥
It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry. 



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