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Chapter 157 : What. The. Eff. 



It's not likely to be cursing at the beginning of my post, 
but, I have issues, don't like me? Get lost before I start chasing you out of my blog.
Oh, and for the record, PEOPLE WHO HATE ME ARE LOSAAAAAHS. ;p 
Hmm, I just had a sudden urge to start a blog post. 
Nothin` much going on. Same old same old. :\  
HAIH, my life is plain, and old. and plain. WHATEVAAA. 
No wait, it's rather packed with tuitions and..stuff. 


Today's magazine meeting was..uhm, err..not very good.
Because apparently Ms. Shik doesn't like last-minute works. 
Oh, everybody doesn't. 
Poor Kevin, he got all the scoldings.. 
And the articles I did, were not really good so I think they passed the work to Dylan. 
Haaaih. IF I HAD INDESIGN I WOULD'VE DONE SOME WORK and not just sit there and do nothinggg. Yes, part of it is my fault too, so yeah, I have no complaints. :\ 
Of course, you know that I'm that kind of "last-minute person", so I think Ms. Shik would despise me.
It's just a matter of timeeee. HAHA. 


So many things to do, so little time.
I wish I had 48 hours a day.
I have so much to dooooo.
And most of it cannot be done. :( 

1.  D. Gray-Man :D :D 
2.  Reaaaading muh book. ( I've borrowed an Agatha Christie book for 3 days and it's still left untouched. Gawd. ) 
3.  School diary. 
4.  Practising my piano pieces. ( Oh, did I mention that Grd 5 piano pieces are like super hard? ) 
5.  Finishing my homework/ tuition homework. ( Especially Maths, because I suck at it. )
6.  Updating myself with random Facebook posts. ( Gossip. Whatevs. I just love'em. ) 
7.  Kamen Rider W. ( YESH I HAVE NOT FINISHED IT. I AM A LOSER. ) 

And no, not studying, because I'm just lazee like thaaat. ;D

Sometimes, I wish I could just delete my Facebook account because what I see is just totally...
...crap.
AND SO TOTALLY HEART-BREAKING. 
NOT TO MENTION HEART-WRENCHING WHEN I SEE PEOPLE BREAK UP. 
OH, THE HORRORRRRRR. 
Yeah, as if. As if I had the time to see people break up. 
Especially people who do not matter to me. -___-" 
It's just that because of Facebook, I get distracted and stop whatever I'm doing just do look at fresh gossip. ;D



OH YES, HAVE YOU GUYS WATCHED THE LATEST NIGAHIGA VIDEOOO? ;D 
I think not.
Because you aren't fans of him! HAH. 
No, I was just kidding.
Don't hate on me, thank you. (: 


Is he not the funniest guy on Youtube? :D
If you say no, I'd say you have a grudge on cute guys. ;P 
HAHAHA. 
Wheeeeeeee. 





Note : 
I don't know what I did,
but..I'm sorry (?) 
Lol, like seriously man.
It's so hard facing you every single day when I don't even know why the heck I'm wrong. 
-.-



My life cannot be worse. But I'll live with it, because it's my life, and I've got to face it no matter what. 
Oh, and for people who think their lives are so damn eff-ed up because they've lost a total of 10 boyfriends,
then think again. 

Your life is better than you think.



xoxo-
celine. ♥
Maybe all of this wouldn't have happened.
Well, it's just maybe. 





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