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Chapter 191 : SUCK YOUR

BAAAAAALLLLS. 


lol. that was so random. and rude. 
harhar. :\ 

Warning : Kindly ignore this post as I am 100% sure I'm on drugs now and everything that I have written is not 100% true. Well, 99.9% is, btw. Just kidding. Not really. But yeah. 




Look, just because I don't often talk to you, 
doesn't mean I don't like you and doesn't mean you have the right to be rude to me. -_- 
Don't ask who it is. You don't wanna know. 
BUT I KNOW YOU WANNA KNOW BECAUSE NO ONE IS EVER RUDE TO ME AND THIS DUDE IS OWING ME BIG TIME. 
just kidding.


Having a busy week. My mood = 0. 
I'm starting to feel like I'm such an unsociable person who only talks to certain people. 
Well, that's who I am and if you don't like it just shit off can.
I don't fucking care. 
There goes another fuck word. 


LISTEN PEOPLE. I DO SWEAR. 
AND MY SWEARS AREN'T PRETTY IF I'M MAD. 
I may swear the testis word in hokkien when I'm reaallly pissed, 
so don't be surprised and stare at me like I'm an alien. -.-
And if you hate me because I swear, then you're shallow. 
Yeah, swearing is wrong. 
but if you look on the bright side, it is a fairly healthy good way to express one's feelings. 
For example, when you're super happy, you could say : EH DUDE, FUCKING HAPPY SIAL! ( or something likdat. I dunno. )
When you're mad/sad/angry : FUCKING ASSHOLE RUINED MY DAY! AND THAT DUDE IS YOU! 

Yep. 

And if you judge me before knowing me, or failed to, 
DON'T. I AM FUCKING SICK OF IT. 
Even if you didn't say that you dislike me,
I can still sense it by the way you talk. 
You can't hide everything. =-=
Oh, and this applies to all guys who are slut-biased. 
[i don't even know if there's this word. i'm just using it for my own need. so don't bother googling it. if you don't understand what that mean, ask me personally.] 



HAIYO. I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M LIKE THIS LAAAA.

Just ignore this post k. 
Just act as if I'm hallucinating. 
Just act as if nothing ever happened and you did not come to this blog. 





Sometimes, I feel like I don't have real friends. 
Real friends do exist, but not the kind I want. 
I want a friend who can be as lame as me, 
who can understand me, 
who can open his/her heart to listen to what I have to say,
who won't laugh at me when I talk about something sensitive. 
I have these friends. 
but they're not combined into one. 
Well, nobody's perfect. 
Can't blame.
Not blaming anyway. =.= 

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seriously. just ignore me. 
ARGHHHHH








fly fly fly away~ 


And catch a worm when you land~~





yep certainly going crazy.




baii naooo. 

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