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Stupid Wednesday. ;

Shit you Wednesday.
You ALWAYS spoil my mood.
From Standard 6 till now, I've been hating you for almost 3 years.
Urghhh. Piano and Speech & Drama is KILLING me.
SPEECH AND DRAMA .
GAWD. Monologue? I can't even SPEAK properly in front of Tr. Shirley.
My eyes. They just CAN'T look into people's eyes!
Omg. A monologue. It's gonna be embarrassing. I don't even know what I'm going to act as.
A teacher? A doctor? A fisherman? An assasin? A hijacker?
Damn. you.
I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO ACT.
OR SAY.
OR LOOK INTO PEOPLE'S EYES THAT LOOK ( kinda ) SCARY.
I'm going to fail the Guild's exam.
I'm going to faint in front of the examiner. And just DIE there.
DIE DIE DIE!

AHHH. I know it's not very hard for those..pro people.
Like Melissa =-= She damn pro lor.



I hope the Scout meetings won't be so long.
I hope the latest time is 3:30 pm!
Then my schedule will be completed.
Oh yeah~ =)
I don't wanna miss anything in Scout!
I wanna be pro~~ ( Lol. Always say the same thing, but never ever happen before -.- )
Coz I will beh song if I miss a single thing!
I will be so damn dulan . Haiz.

Oh right.
Today is Lao Gao mia birthday.
Monkey old liao wor.
But still damn guailan de! Hahaha.
Can still play with him. Wheeeee~ XD
I made a caaaaard. Which took me 2 days to finish.
Thinking + Drawing + Colouring.
Phewww. I added the final touches yesterday night.
Fyi the final touches were : colouring the scarf, and writing some other stuff. xP
I dreaded this day because I have to give away my lovely card.
Ahh, how I miss it right now.
Haha! Just kidding la. I made that card to give people ma.
Not say I keep it myself.

Oh, I just wanted to say this aloud ::

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUAILAN LAO GAO!!! YOU SERIOUSLY ROCK MY LIFE MAN!!! 

Continue the rockin' ! Ahaha.
Although I just knew you like..last year??
But yeah, you're awesome laaa! :D
Strawberry stealer!
Continue your guailan-ness coz it can make people happy! X)
And..dammit you're so old already!
Find a girlfriend already la you dong! 
XD




xoxo-
JO-KER.

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