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Chapter 119 :  今天的我，不是我 ~ ;


Today just sucked. Sigh.


Was so darn tired in class. 
Kept sleeping. Got called by Mr. Guna -.-

Mr. Guna : Why is that girl behind there like that? 
Me : *wakes up* zzz. 
Mr. Guna : Are you sick? Do you need to go home?
Me : -blur condition- Nooo.
Mr. Guna : Ok. Stand up. 


ZZZZ lah! His period was over already. That's why I slept . 


And Pn. Soh =.=
I was like..staring at the Lit. book blankly, thinking of some stuff. 
Then she was like : RIGHT CELINE?! 
Lol. then I just nodded. Blur case sia. 


Oh, I played tennis with Cw today. Walao eh. Jialat sial. 
Played like a beginner. I don't know if it's the racquet's problem or what. Or is it just me..-.-
Tomorrow playing again. Hope I won't be so noob. Wish me luck.
I'm getting worse and worse by the day. 

I don't know if I can make it to the Nationals. 
MSSM is on the 10th of May. and OH GUESS WHAT?!!
Mid-year's on the 10th of May toooo. I AM OFFICIALLY DOOOOOMED. 
Shit. SHIT LAH!!! =-= 


Lots of things to do. 
I need more time.
Please give me 48 hours a day and I'll thank you.
SO MUCH. T.T !!




for now, fml.  :(




xoxo-
celine.


Please save me if you can. FML! ;

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