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Chapter 121 : Life ; 


What do you feel when you see a newborn at the hospital? 
What do you feel when you see a person close their eyes and never to open it again?
It's all part of our lives.

Life and death. They're the opposite of one another.
Just like your feelings. 
Happy and sad. 

When you see a person die in front of you,
be it your family member, your friend, or your enemy,
what are your feelings? 
It's nothing you can describe.
Because they're all mixed up. and you wouldn't be yourself then.

Death is something that's been ocurring in my family.
I wanna tell the Gods above to stop the joke already.
But I can't.I don't even know if they really exist. 
First it was my sickly grandmother. 
Then it was my beloved father.
And now, my uncle that had been healthy last month?! 
Why are the Gods playing a practical joke on us? 
Is it that we've done something that had offended them?
Is it something that we cannot avoid?
Apparently, it is. 
Death is unavoidable.
We'd have to face it.
BUT WHY THREE TIMES?
I've had enough already.
Please, stop it. 
I need a break. 
Freeze the time. I want my dad back. 
I want all of my family members back to my life again.
I know, it's impossible.
Call me stupid but I really hate what they'd done to them.

But anyway,
just fyi, I'm not emo.


Haiz. The Gods have got no idea how they're torturing me now.



xoxo-
celine ♥ 



Give me a break lah!

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