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Chapter 120 : Examsexamsexams ( oh god. I saw an obscene word in it. don't mind it. ); 



Exams are in a few weeks and look where I am.
In front of the laptop. How clever. NOT.

I know it's not the right time to be online XD 
But I have to do my Sejarah folio, which, I'm not doing. TEE HEE.

Sooo, to let you know, I especially hate people who have absolutely no idea about you or your life asking you about your status/who you're talking about. 

EH, WHO ARE YOU TO KNOW ABOUT MY LIFE? -.- 
And oh, you just come out of the blue asking me who is it blah blah blah. and then chat at my status?
WALAO. It's MY status not yours okay? =.=

YOU THINK YOU'RE ME AH? You're not even CLOSE to being my brother or sister. GET YOUR OWN LIFE LAH. Why do you need mine? =-=
A bunch of lifeless assholes and whores. 

You think you really care about me? I DON'T THINK SO. YOU'RE JUST CURIOUS TO WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT AND THEN TELL IT OFF TO THE WHOLE WORLD, isn't it? 
All your worthless schemes. Pfft. Lame. Like I'm going to fall for that. 

Unless you're one of my closest friends lah then I'll tell you.
But YOU? I don't even talk to you at school. I HARDLY KNOW YOU. So, please. GET LOST. 
And don't think you understand me, cse you don't. 


Okay. Case closed. Buhbye.
I don't wanna write anymore hatred statuses in Fb anymore.
I'll just write it in twitter or here. 
So people won't comment and ask me useless questions which I'm lazy to answer.


Urgh. I wasn't gonna write THOSE out in my blog. But nvm. 
For the time being, I think I'm going to quit SA for a while.
My schedule's been reaaaalllyyyy pack these days. I don't even have the time to update my dear bloggie. :( 
He's dying! ( not that I really care..but still. XD ) 

PIANO, SND, TENNIS!!! 
AHHHH. EXAMS. FOLIOS! Damn it lah. -.-


Hmm. Miss dad these few days. Don't know why. 
I'll think of him and tears would be filling up in my eyes for no reason.
But then I'd rather let it stay in my eyes before flowing down. 
Because I can't guarantee that I'll stop once I start. 
Lols.


Another crappy post by me. Forgive me.




xoxo-
celine(:  ♥ pan-da.

crying in the shower is actually similar to crying in the rain y'know. :D

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