Dolce Vita ♥

The only feeling I got from this round of finals. Nah who am I kidding? It's relief mixed with disappointment, anger, frustration, sadness and...lots more wtf. What. Girls are emotional beings ok. HAHAHA. The feeling of relief kind of ruled everything out though. I felt relief for every paper, though the realization that I didn't do so well hit me seconds later LOL. The thing about CBE is that we are given the opportunity to know our results immediately after clicking "OK". To be frank, I neither like it nor dislike it. Sure there are advantages like getting to know your results straight away without having to have post-exam worries. It can also prevent students from cheating too, since everyone is given different sets of questions. There are also downsides to it though (in my opinion). Like I said, everyone has different sets of questions, which makes it unfair, because if you're lucky, you get the easier questions and if you're not, well good luck to you...

I know. I can't complain because home is just 2 hours away while others are having it worse overseas. And I'd been back last week already, while others have not been back for half a year. I will never know how they feel, but they definitely feel much MUCH worse than I do. So I'm sorry for complaining that I have homesickness, but I DO. The moment I left the car I could already feel a surge of emotions running through my mind. Dramatic right? But it's true. The feeling got worse when I reached the platform to wait for the bus. Needless to say, by the time I landed my ass on the bus seat, I became damn emo. Lol. Jun Yong asked me why I was emo and I just said that I was sick (partly yeah but mostly because I miss home already). I don't think this feeling will ever end no matter how many times I have to part with Melaka. T_T I'm not saying that Sunway is bad. Life in Sunway is alright, better than most people I could say. I have to say sorry again to people who...

I admit. I'm a super emotionally influenced person. One slight matter or word will trigger me into an emotional ball of self-pity. I never really realized it until I notice that I get mad or sad on such minute matters that won't matter at all in the next 10 years. I get worked up easily though I cool down as easily too. This is why Ch said I have low heat capacity lolol. I forgive, but I never forget. Is it a bad thing to be so emotionally driven? To be honest I think it's pretty bad. I tend to put my emotions in other people's hands and expect them to hold them dearly. Most of the time I ALLOW people to affect me. I know, I've said it to myself many times that I should just care about my own feelings and not let anyone ruin my happiness. But...how many times have my own words worked on me? How many times have I forced myself to not be influenced by people who don't matter? How many times have I cried over meaningless problems that aren't even fit to be ...