Skip to main content

Chapter 183 : Monthly test only ma.

And monthly test over d maaa. :P
Haih. This monthly test ahhhh, my results like shit. 
When everyone gets 90+, I get 80+. 
BLOODY SHITTTTTTT. 
Oh, fyi, my mom told me yesterday that one of the question of the chinese test is bonus. ;P
SO YEAAAAAAAAAH I GOT AN A FOR CHINESE LALALALALA. 
HEEE. My mom said not to tell anyone because news spread like damn fast. ( all thanks to Liow and stupid Sian Yin lol ) 
Well, since it's gonna be announced tomorrow, 
and since no one in my class visits my blog (anymore), so yeah. 
At least my chinese helped me a bit (A BIT ONLY LAAAAA).
Cse most of them got 60+ and 70+ heeeeee. (dont beat me up. just being realistic here. AHAHA jkjk) 
My other subjects are gonna pull me down real badly so don't worry, 
I'm sure to be worse than you. :( 
 ESPECIALLY GEOGRAPHY ZOMGG. 
I didn't study! Honestly :( 
I did la, but it's the day before the test so yeah doesn't make any difference. ==
Okay, maybe you can say that my mum's a Geography teacher and blah blah blah,
BUT NOOOO, my chinese still sucks okay.
Doesn't make me more intelligent. 
More pressure got la. eeeeeeee.


Hopes of getting top 10 are smashed immediately when I knew my science and geography results. 
Hopes from being smashed to being absolutely nothing at all when Pn. Soh took away my already-prepared-drawing-of-apersonbeingchasedby3giantants. HAIH. Life. is. totally. unfair. 
I might as well go die. ( jk )
Takpe, I still have Mid-year's, and Trials, and the official PMR. :P 
SO IT'S OKAY! I still have chances. 
3. More. Fcking. Chances. lol.



Should I start studying now? 
But I'm lazy la. Later people say I nerd pulak. 
BUT I WANNA GET TOP 10~~~~ 
xD
I should really push myself to the limits.
Study until I can memorize the whole book!
STUDY UNTIL I DIEEEEEEEEEEEE. 
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH.







k, i'll make my decision when the time comes. 
which is when pmr is coming. LOOOL. 
epic fail. 




kbai. 





x,
celinee.
when will i be as clever as the person above? 
(who is a fiction char only, of course. ;P )

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Chapter 290: Being a CAT-ACCA student

Hello. I just wanna get this off my chest for a bit. DISCLAIMER: This is merely my own understanding of the whole programme. Please don't flame me for wrong information lol. WHAT ARE CAT AND ACCA?  CAT stands for Certified Accounting Technician. Yeah, people laugh at the term "technician" but in layman terms it is just another name for Foundation in Accountancy. No idea why they used CAT though; probably because they don't want people to mess it up with Foundation in Arts? Anyways, one thing I dislike is when people ask me what I'm currently doing. When I say CAT, EVERYONE doesn't get it. So I just say "Oh I'm doing accounting." which sounds pretty weak but then it's easier than explaining the whole shit a gazillion times to different people and yet they STILL don't get it. :( ACCA stands for Association of Chartered Certified Accountants. Alright, so here's the thing. ACCA is a professional body (sort of like a club, really.
4 comments
Read more

Chapter 319: Reflections

It's 12:44am and I have a lot on my mind. I feel like I haven't been able to give my 100% since the beginning of the year. I'm not entirely sure why but I guess it was because it was fast approaching one of my goals in the firm which was to get promoted to Senior Associate and subsequently tendering afterwards. The plan in my head was solid - I start applying in June, just slightly 2 weeks before the official promotion announcement, I get a call from HR after a week or so, an official interview by the managers after 2 days, and in July I was good to go. Plans always deviate, don't they? In June I find myself still in the midst of peak; whoever said that June was the start of off peak is a liar. However I also found myself avoiding to update my resume; I think a part of me still wanted to stay. I believe it was the comfort zone calling - I have good bosses, my portfolio was okay (I am taking over a job meant for an Assistant Manager), I am familiar with everything that
Post a Comment
Read more

Chapter 320: I've not been well recently

 Not sure how to begin this post. My heart is beating really fast right now and I need to vent my feelings somewhere. I haven't been in a good mental state for a while now. I am suffering. I have been trying my best to see the good in everything and it has been exhausting. I guess I'd been dismissing my negative feelings because I feel like I should be grateful and appreciative for everything I have right now - which I am, don't get me wrong.  I'm having a difficult time relaxing properly recently. Even when I'm just chilling and watching Netflix, a sense of uneasiness just comes creeping on me; and it stays with me. I can't find anything that makes me happy anymore. I just feel so restless and on most days I feel like I've lost my sense of identity.  All the things that once make me happy have lost their ability to do so. I feel like a lifeless robot each day, just surviving and not living. Achievements aren't able to make me feel anything too. In fact
1 comment
Read more