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Chapter 108 : Lalala random post ;

Wheeeee. (:
I posted this because I'm too bored. 
See, I went to my Grandma's house after I bathed and ate. 
And I just came back.
IT WAS TERRIBLY BORING THERE.
But okay nonetheless. Since I finished a chinese novel there. :D
Heeee. The novel was addictive. About a girl and her father. 
Haiz. You guys must appreciate your family and friends know? 
Don't lose them, keep them in your heart, forever and always. 
Because after you lose them, then you'll start missing them, wanting them back into your life.
So people, please appreciate them before you lose them eternally. 

LOL. Saying so many stuff. I feel like a mom. =P 
I should stop it. I hate mushy things. =__= 
ANYWAY ~ 
I went online today and WHAM! 
None of my closest friends were online. T.T 
I was so sad ~ looking outside my window ~ feeling oh-so-lonely ~ 
like a lost bird ~ that lost its family ~ 
WTF. -.-  I..sound like Carmen Teoh. ISH. I don't wanna be her xD 
I wanna be myself. YEAH!! 

Wah today quite a lotta crap in my blog. 
Haha, and sorry for the previous post. I sound like I wanna commit suicide or something.
Sorryyyy, it's part of my life. I couldn't help posting it. (:
It made me feel better so yeah, I love my blog. 

Tomorrow'll be a busy day I think.
Maybe not online-ing. Just like today luu. 
Haiz. But mom is driving her car for service so I guess I can online in the morning. 
Wheee. My life revolves around the laptop. It rocks my life. I loveee it. 

BTW, I LOVE MY BROTHAAAA. 
HAHAHA. Unexpected ? Yeah I thought so too. 
Lalalala. Although we're 5 years apart, we can still have some really weird conversations. 
That's why I love him. ♥  XD 
Some siblings just can't get along well O.O 
Hey, just like I've said, appreciate them, before you lose them. Cse you know they're always by your side. 




xoxo-
JO-KER. ♥ PANDA.


Daily sayings : One and Only; ♥

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