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Chapter 103 : Should I...? ;

I DON'T KNOWWWW LAHH AIYOO.
#@&*%!!! 


If you're wondering ( which I KNOW you would ) about what I'm talking about,
it's Speech And Drama kay. 
There's this exam for SnD. And I don't know if I wanna go. :( 
I'm..still thinking about it. 
AND MAYGIN AND MAYLYN AND JIALIN AREN'T GOING!! D: 
URGH. My mind is messed up. Completely.
WTFFFF, I need advice. C'mon people! 
GIMME ALL YOU'VE GOT!!! 
AHHHHHH, I'm outta my mind. Dammit. 

YERRR. Then I'll havta join the Saturday class. 4pm to 5:30pm. 
Doing all those poetry, monologue, reading etc etc kinda stuffys. 
BUT . I HAVE A LITTLE VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD THAT'S TELLING ME :
Just go lar, besides, it can help you when you wanna apply for universities. 

SHIT YOU LITTLE VOICE! 
自相矛盾   你懂吗?! 

Lol. I've gone crazy till I start using Chinese already. ==
Hmm. I'll have..today, Thursday, Friday and Saturday to think. 
4 FREAKING DAYS TILL I MAKE MY STUPID DECISION. 

Maybe I should go..it's for the best.
Or not..since they're not going anyway? 
Ehh don't lah like that, must be BRAVE WEHHHH!!! <-- =-= 
Okay. Cool down Celine. You're still normal.
And you have a test next Tuesday. 
After the exams, then you'll have A WEEK of FREEEEDOM. 
And also, a week of TORTURE. 
With the presentation and folios. 
T.T 
I'm dying.
Someone save me. 




 

xoxo-
CELINE 


I need you by my side now; :'(

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