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Chapter 158 : Yadda yadda yadda.


Ahhh. Finally I have the time to sit down and type something.
Monday was bad. o.O
Tuesday was okay.
Wednesday was not as bad as Monday but still.
Lol.

You can totally say that it was the worst week of my life. (:
I guess my lucky stars weren't much of a help when it comes to school. :\
Well, first thing's first.
I HATE YOUUUUU. >:(
Yeah, as if being caught by the teacher twice doesn't wreck your school reputation!
IT DOES, I TELL YOU, IT DOES.

Maybe I'm just overreacting. NO I'M NOT.
IT'S SERIOUSLY GONNA WRECK MY HIGH SCHOOL REPUTATION SIAL.
Well, technically, it won't.
UNLESS I DO SOMETHING BAD AGAIN, LIKE, STEAL THE TEACHER'S FOOD OR PET RABBIT. :D


Uh huh, I just wasn't that lucky on Monday and Wednesday okaaay.
Other people could've been the one being caught you know.
THEY DID THE SAME THING AS I WAS TOO! :(
Oh, forgot to say what I did. :\
I didn't copy the seni notes. :D
No, despite the smiley face, I'm not proud of it, and TOO BAD cse I ain't embarrassed too.
SO HAH, IN YOUR FACE.
And to you people who think I'm a BAD GIRL WHO DOESN'T DO HOMEWORK,
then think again. Because GOOD GIRLS ARE BAD GIRLS WHO NEVER GET CAUGHT.
So shut the fck up before judging me.
And, don't stare.
I KNOW MY NAME VERY NICE LAH DON'T HAVE TO DO THAT ALSO WHAT.
You think I WANT to be caught? You think I WANT to be called out in front of the whole class?
I HAVE MY DIGNITY AND PRIDE.
So don't break it.


Today was shit as well because it's been only the 3rd time I've actually sat in class during PJ ( teachers call it ponteng but I call it RESTING. ) and they freaking gave me a FREAKING AMARAN?
Yeahh, I was THAT unlucky.
The boys didn't get caught.
Betrayal is such a strong word, be grateful that we didn't do that.
 to you boys who ponteng-ed, you guys ought to thank us for covering your sorry asses yo. (:
We didn't burst your bubble. :D
Belanja us some timeeee, yeah?
Or say somethin` like " I am in your debt. " HAHAHA.
I find that sentence cool. Don't you? (:


Okay, shouldn't HE be in charge of the boys and not supposed to be in charge of us girls?
And what the hell lah, the "saksi" in the borang wouldn't betray us. -___-
Must be that dumbass loser who doesn't have the guts to see us and let HIM do the work instead.
And since HE is such a dumbass perverted dude, HE decided to help HER.
SUCH LOSERS AND ASSHOLES.
If you don't freaking have the guts to see us, then don't.
Wasting our time only.
-__-


I just hate people, who misjudge you as a bad girl who breaks the school rules every time.
Whatever okay. WHATEVER.
And just for the record, my week IS the worst one ever. :\
I am trying so damn freaking harddddd. 
:(










i don't stand a chance.

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