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Chapter 169 : Stressful much?

I must say that the holidays are much more stressful than schooling days.
SERIOUSLY. For me la. 
Some people might be enjoying their holidays soooo much. 
I envy them. =( 
And some people are working part time and I bet they're not having fun too.
BUT THEY GET MONEY IN THE END.
Then again, it's really tiring. 

Well, apart from waking up late ( 9am is late :D ), eating maggie, watching anime, and watching tv all day without getting scolded ( oh wait, I DID get scolded. sometimes. ), 
my holidays have been a wreck. :) 


Why? Because...
due to my mom being an invigilator for the SPM students, I couldn't attend scout's meeting and the magazine meeting. And of course, CAMPS! =( Pretty saddening huh? 
At least I got the chance to go to the ECM selections though. -.-
And yeah, we get to go to KL. But, now I don't feel like going anymore. T_T
We're gonna have training sessions on the 7th (tomorrow), 9th and 11th of Dec. 
( the reason I didn't wanna go is so NOT because of the trainings okay! -.- )
Well guess what? 
I just received a message from Kevin saying that there will be a meeting on Thursday (9th!!! T_T) and from that day onwards everyday until the magazine is ready for printing. 
DAMN. IT. DAMN IT.

Oh, and he also said NO PROCRASTINATION OR EXCUSES. 

Yeah, as if I DIDN'T want to go to the meeting. -_-
My mom had to invigilate, hello? 

Well, so much for my holidays. Haih.
Not like I enjoyed very much. -_____-
Really.
With all the hustle and bustle going on in my house,
I don't think I had much fun watching Fairy Tail.
Apparently my mom wanted to do a renovation for our toilets ( you don't know how ugly it is. D: ).
So yeah, the drilling was on, and I DID NOT ENJOY A BIT OF IT.
As I've said, my mom had to go invigilate.
Thus, leaving me and my brother to keep watch of the house. 
In the end, it was me alone who actually woke up early and opened the door for them to come in
trying to keep my eyes open until my mom came back while watching tv ( yes I actually had the privilege to watch tv. ), and taking cloths and chairs for the workers. -______-


Fun? NO. DEFO. NOT. FUN. 
And what was my dear brother doing? Sleeeeping. Like a pig. D: 


Btw, today's his birthday. I know I shouldn't write stuff like that without his knowing but I cannot tahan la seriously. T_T
I wanna go back to school! I've missed 3 camps la I think. SO DAMN STUPID.
And then there's the magazine stuff, tennis stuff. OH GOD JUST GIMME A GUN AND I'LL SHOOT MYSELF.
Let's look at the bright side, I'm going to Thailand at the end of Dec. I should be happy.
Just like Happy in Fairy Tail. 

It's the new anime I'm watching. 


That's Happy down there. He looks distorted somehow. o.O 
Oh, right. This is a fan drawing I took from deviantart. 
How I wish I could just go into the anime and live with them. T.T
Btw, go watch it. It's really funny.


Gray is my hero. *_*
I love him XD
Look at those abs yo. Wheee.


He makes Ice. =) 
And he takes off his clothes without knowing. 
Wanna know why? 
Go watch Fairy Tail. :D


Fairy Tail couple!!! 
Oh-so very sweeet! 

Gray and Juvia!!

Ice and Water.

They just go so well don'tcha think?!?! 

Heeee. :D


I just can't get enough of them.
Lalalaaaa.  



The Water Queen and The Ice King.
AWWWW.    



Gray, Natsu, Lucy.
And Happy in the front being stepped by Natsu xD 


Haaaih. 
Only THEY can make my day.

Whenever I step out of the room,
it's like BAM! Back to reality. 
Life is short.
Short and sad. 

That's why we must watch more Animes!! LOL.
I'm beginning to sound like those introvert anime freaks who only watches animes and nothing else.
-____-
Well, I'm not. 


So yeah. 




Gotta run. 


AI!! XD 
( if you're wondering, Happy loves saying this. )






Btw, Happy Birthday dear brotha. 


Oh darn it. I don't think my rice is edible to living creatures.
I so do not know how to cook rice. D: 
Failll. 




xoxo-
celineeeee. ♥ Gray
Holidays = Stressful and Enjoyable at the same time.

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