Chapter 194 : I am not a good tennis player.

I'm just a really lucky girl.

Who gets...

a bronze medal every single time she has the chance.

*ps, I don't get a bronze medal in EVERY tournament. mind you.*

I don't think I even deserve it.

I don't put in all my effort.

I get really nervous in every game for no reason.

And, I always tell myself that,

if I win the game,

I'm the luckiest girl in the world.

I am not good, at all.

I am the kind of girl who gives up easily.

I have no self-confidence in me.

I have..nothing at all.

I don't know why.

but maybe because everyone's been improving so much,

and I'm still at the same standard.

Maybe even worse.

kay today I'm super emo so don't mind this post yea.

Hey, look, no vulgar words.

At least I improved in SOMETHING.

Oh, by the way, yeah I got bronze, again.

When can I even get into the finals la seriously?

No. chance. at. alll.

I wanna train.

But I don't have the time.

Oh, that's just an excuse.

Sorry then.

Life. Is. Supposed. To. Be. Happy.

But it is not.

Well, at least for me.

Hope it is well for all of you guys~

celine.

Training starts on the 14th of May and mid-year's on the 19th?

What. The. Eff.

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