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Chapter 197 : I'M SICKKK.

Yeah I know I said I won't be using the computer until after I finish my mid-terms, 
BUT, I'm sick. ( LOL such a good excuse to be on the computer. )
And I can't concentrate on my studies. 
lol. 
Sooooo I'm here blogging.
ONLY blogging.
I won't go on Facebook or Twitter. :D 

I didn't go to school today because I don't have transport home. 
( My mum has Teacher's Day lunch and somethin' liddat. )
Not because I'm sick.
Well I didn't expect to be sick. -____- 
Centralized training started on Saturday. 
We were supposed to jog 20 rounds around the centre court. ( Centre court stadium thingy.)
It ended up being 15 rounds of jogging and breeze-walking ahahah. 
It was damn tiring okay! x( 


I skipped the afternoon session because everybody decided to skip and I wanted to study. :P 
Didn't study muchhh. T^T 
Was dead tired when I reached home. 
My body felt warm. But mum said I was under the sun for too long. =-=



On Sunday, which was yesterday, Mr Kuan got angry because none of the under 15 & 18 girls turned up for training Saturday afternoon. 
SOOOOOO, that means I can't skip already laaaaa. =( 
Sunday morning we jogged + breeze-walked for 16 rounds. ( Maybe lesser. -_- not sure. )
WE WERE SO TIRED. 
And the skin behind my right foot got gesek-ed by my shoe. 
Skin peeled. D: 
PAIN LIKE HELL I TELL YOU. But it's better now. 
Luckily we didn't do the intensive running exercises. xD 
Or else I'd die of exhaustion. 
I didn't ponteng the afternoon session because I'm a good kid. :DD 
Jogged non-stop for 5 rounds. ~_~ 
Played like shit. Served like shit. Whateverrrrr. 


Got home feeling as shitty as how I played. ;( 
Slept at 9 something pm. 
Supposed to wake up at 7am to study.
Ended up waking up at 8:30am because I kept snoozing my alarm. = =" 
Watched the tv, played the piano, ate maggie (lol). 
Feeling drowsy.

/.\ 





Okay. I'll try to study now. 
Wish me luck this mid-terms. 
I think I'mma get last in class. T^T 







Byeeee.







Mr. Panda you must save me! x( 

x
CELINEEE. 
In need of help and medication. 


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