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Chapter 231: HEY~! [Random thoughts]

Eh HIIII! :D
Okay, I admit, I didn't do much revising today lololol. Damn lazy okay? So now I am left with 4 days zomg. I am honestly damn good at procrastinating. Should totally get a "Queen Of Procrastinating" award, if there is one. o.o I'm sure many of you are the same as me right? RIGHT? Sometimes I think right, if there was no internet at home, would my results be better? I admit lah, the internet took and is still taking up a lot of my precious time. Like now, as I am typing this blogpost. HAHAH. What. Don't judge me. But then without the internet, I'd be one of those lifeless, living under-a-rock cavemen who don't know anything that is happening around them. AND THE GOSSIPS. Omg, I'd be missing out on a lot a lot man. Like, I wouldn't know who got into a relationship with who (lol people nowadays like their relationships to be publicized dunno why, but that'd be another blogpost for another day :D), who broke up, who bla bla bla. And I'd so miss stalking people I don't know. Yes, I'm a stalker.A good one too. 8D

Oh, and Chia Hoe is down with dengue fever. I hope he's alright. He freaking tahan-ed throughout the 3 major sciences exams lor walao. With dengue somemore. This fella damn brave never see doctor until today. Haiz. Hope he'll recover soon enough. We still have one last paper to fight for! Although I doubt he'll even need to try hahahaha. A+ Star student of Pn Tan!

Oh ya talking about Chinese hor. I feel like giving up on this subject alrdy. Even if I try my best to answer the questions, I still can't get the drift of it lah. Honestly. I don't know what they want from us LOL. But my mom, as a Chinese teacher, keeps asking me to not give up. Aiyo, you think I want to give up? I will defo try my best lah. I am already in a celebrating mood sia wtf. But thinking about cleaning up my SPM books and finding my textbooks to return next week kinda spoil the whole fun LOL. Wah, what if I can't find every textbook .____.

Scouts' Night is on the 5th! Prom Night is on the 13th. I die liao this time. Haven't even buy my dresses yet. Gotta go shopping with my momma after returning SPBT books on Wednesday hehehe. And hopefully I am able to blog about it soon. I love pretty dresses. But the pretty dresses don't love me. Cos they always don't suit me. Sigh. Yet to find a pretty dress that suits me. I envy those girls who have got nice body proportions, can wear pretty dresses and be pretty. I think I am becoming one of those girls who like to seek attention from the internet. Hahahah, sorry lah. I will be more confident with myself!! ONCE I FIND THE PERFECT DRESS. Heh.

Hmm what else to say? I think nothing liao. I'm sorry that this post doesn't really have any importance in it hahahaha I just want to type something lah. Studied 名句精华 until damn bored. Okay, I didn't even memorize even 20 of it today omg. Gotta try to memorize more tomorrow! For now I shall go watch 揭秘!! HAHAHA. Damn nice this show!

K BYE!







x
Celine


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