HELLO! Sorry for being MIA for the longest time ever hahaha. No, I wasn't really busy actually. I was just lazy and lost the motivation to blog. Back to the topic!
2014 WAS CRAZY. I spent the first three months of the year practically rotting at home because I thought I needed the rest. (Apparently not lol) I learnt a bit of cooking though, so I guess it wasn't so bad. By the end of March, I started my journey in Sunway College, where I'd spent most of my 2014 there. It was also the place where it gave me the most impact on my life in 2014.
I was given the chance to go outside of my comfort zone; having to be away from my family and my home. Sure, it's not that far, but it is after all away from where I've lived my whole life. I'd gotten to explore more, to know more people of different characters, to learn more. I have definitely cried a lot this year; most of the time because of the pressure I put on myself (Note: Not about studies. It's just me and my emo self.) and because I miss home and my friends back home whom I've grown to appreciate more.
I've learnt to see things in a different perspective. I've learnt to let go and do different things. I can also clearly see people's real characters now. 我们不需要太多朋友，一两个真心的就够了。I don't want to always force myself to blend in just because I have to. I like to make friends with people whom I feel comfortable around and not those whom I've to think twice before saying anything for fear that they will judge me. It's just too much pressure around those people, you know? :)
You make choices; and choices make you. It's amazing to think that the choices you make will eventually give you a bigger impact and will probably affect you for the rest of your lives. In 2014, I've made a lot of choices; some good, some bad. I guess the first choice was to join the March intake for CAT instead of January's. For the whole year, I've been thinking to myself, "What IF I were to join January intake?". To be honest, I feel a bit regretful for not joining the earlier intake because I would've been pursuing ACCA next week already instead of still being in CAT. But, I probably won't have time to socialize or go out for movies often. Often times I also tell myself that there are no what ifs in life because everything happens for a reason.
It's weird, you know, when you start growing up. You start to see things in your parents' eyes. You start to think differently. And it's scary because you know you'll be 20 in no time. LOL. I swear I was just 10 a few moments ago and now I'm nearing 20, WHAT?! :( I feel so sampat. Not even 19 yet and I am worried about being 20 hahahaha.
Actually New Year's also nothing much lah right. It's just another excuse to be crazy for the last day of a certain year HAHAHAHA. Because we are constantly changing every minute every second ma. You can't say you've changed a lot in a year cos we are changing even as of now. Change is scary but change is also the only constant thing in life. #deep
I would like to say thank you to the people who've stuck with me throughout this ride. I do hope that all of you will accompany throughout another year of happiness, joy, cries and growing up. Don't worry, I will be there for you too. :3
2015 will be a tough one for sure. With Ch going to India in April, I don't think I'm going to have a good mood for a few weeks (maybe months. Or maybe till he comes back AHAHHA. Ok lah no lah -_- Not really the overly attached type. I hope. LOLOLOL ). Don't get me wrong though, I fully support him. And in July, I'll start to pursue ACCA if I successfully pass my CAT papers. Yay! Hopefully all goes well.
2014 WAS CRAZY. I spent the first three months of the year practically rotting at home because I thought I needed the rest. (Apparently not lol) I learnt a bit of cooking though, so I guess it wasn't so bad. By the end of March, I started my journey in Sunway College, where I'd spent most of my 2014 there. It was also the place where it gave me the most impact on my life in 2014.
I was given the chance to go outside of my comfort zone; having to be away from my family and my home. Sure, it's not that far, but it is after all away from where I've lived my whole life. I'd gotten to explore more, to know more people of different characters, to learn more. I have definitely cried a lot this year; most of the time because of the pressure I put on myself (Note: Not about studies. It's just me and my emo self.) and because I miss home and my friends back home whom I've grown to appreciate more.
I've learnt to see things in a different perspective. I've learnt to let go and do different things. I can also clearly see people's real characters now. 我们不需要太多朋友，一两个真心的就够了。I don't want to always force myself to blend in just because I have to. I like to make friends with people whom I feel comfortable around and not those whom I've to think twice before saying anything for fear that they will judge me. It's just too much pressure around those people, you know? :)
You make choices; and choices make you. It's amazing to think that the choices you make will eventually give you a bigger impact and will probably affect you for the rest of your lives. In 2014, I've made a lot of choices; some good, some bad. I guess the first choice was to join the March intake for CAT instead of January's. For the whole year, I've been thinking to myself, "What IF I were to join January intake?". To be honest, I feel a bit regretful for not joining the earlier intake because I would've been pursuing ACCA next week already instead of still being in CAT. But, I probably won't have time to socialize or go out for movies often. Often times I also tell myself that there are no what ifs in life because everything happens for a reason.
It's weird, you know, when you start growing up. You start to see things in your parents' eyes. You start to think differently. And it's scary because you know you'll be 20 in no time. LOL. I swear I was just 10 a few moments ago and now I'm nearing 20, WHAT?! :( I feel so sampat. Not even 19 yet and I am worried about being 20 hahahaha.
Actually New Year's also nothing much lah right. It's just another excuse to be crazy for the last day of a certain year HAHAHAHA. Because we are constantly changing every minute every second ma. You can't say you've changed a lot in a year cos we are changing even as of now. Change is scary but change is also the only constant thing in life. #deep
I would like to say thank you to the people who've stuck with me throughout this ride. I do hope that all of you will accompany throughout another year of happiness, joy, cries and growing up. Don't worry, I will be there for you too. :3
2015 will be a tough one for sure. With Ch going to India in April, I don't think I'm going to have a good mood for a few weeks (maybe months. Or maybe till he comes back AHAHHA. Ok lah no lah -_- Not really the overly attached type. I hope. LOLOLOL ). Don't get me wrong though, I fully support him. And in July, I'll start to pursue ACCA if I successfully pass my CAT papers. Yay! Hopefully all goes well.
May 2015 be as great as 2014!
x
Celine
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