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Chapter 132 : Decision to Make. ;



Haha. What important decision?
Sudden Attack.
Lol. Thinking if I should officially quit it or continue it.
I WANT to play but my laptop is lagging so badly. -___-
PLUS it disconnects constantly. Pekceknya.
Nevermind, I'll try to continue. Despite my noobness.
Haha. Shouldn't have quitted before the exams.
Damn exams and MSSM.
*I got freakin' 19 in my class*

GAWWWDDDD.
Ish ish ish ish ish. =__=
Feel like killing myself now.


I can't think anymore what to write for the story.
Currently working on an article for the School Mag.
School Mag. lack of articles now. -__-
The title of my article is The Little Black Angel.
Sounds sweet? It's not.
Just to remind you : It is not some kind of weird fairytale story where a princess finds her Prince Charming or whatever shiz.
Yeah. There's murder in this story. Ironic; but I can't think of anything already lah.
My mind is filled with crap right now.



OH I JUST REMEMBERED.
The latest Kamen Rider movie I just borrowed from Soon Aik.
Kamen Rider Double and Decade: Movie War 2010.
It's gonna be epic. Considering how Double meets Decade. HAHA.

Oh, and my newest boyfriend for nowwww.

REITA! HAHA.
He looks so hot with his noseband, no? ;D



 MUAHAHAHA. It's his trademark yowh. 


And no, there's nothing hidden under his noseband. XD
HE LOOKS LIKE AN ANIME. DON'T YOU THINK SO?!

Oh forgot to introduce him. He's Reita, the bassist of the J-Rock boyband - GazettE. 
I love Cassis and Guren. 

Go listen! GazettE rocks. :D 


xoxo-
celine. ♥ yourheart; be mine.




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