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Chapter 164 : I will have to work harder.

Despite studying so fcking ( I shall stop using bad words from now on.) freaking hard on those freaking hard subjects, I only got freaking 24 in class.
Yes, that's our freaking pissed off I am. (: 
So just PISS OFF BEFORE I MAKE YOU. 
Just kidding, but seriously. 
You don't wanna make me mad now, do you? :) 

Hm, so anyways, my Geography folio got 9/10. 
And I WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO PISSED. :D 
Actually, we could get full marks if we change what we'd done wrong.
BUT, a certain someone-MORON to be exact-was just TOOO selfish to tell the whole class that.
That freaking asshole is, of course, SOOOOOO damn kiasu. 
Haih, damn sad lah your life. I wonder how you're gonna live?
Patutlah your results SOOOOO bagus. 
It's not Qi Yao; he would've told us. 
It's just one of the top 10 dudes, and it's a girl. 
A FREAKING KIASU BITCH. ASSHOLE LAH YOU. 
GO DIE CAN? ==


And, those people who said they did NOT study, or the paper was SO DAMN HARD, and got awesome results, GO TO HELL. :) I'm asking nicely, so just go. 
I admit that I studied Sejarah the most because I wanted good results, and I did. ( Kind of o.O ) 
So why can't YOU admit, for a change. 
Because studying isn't about luck okay. It's about hard work.
Yes maybe a bit of luck lah, but seriously, hard work man. 
OOH YAY I GOT 75 for KH. :D 
Although it isn't 80 and above, I'm still satisfied, because I know I didn't really study. XD XD 
I PROMISE YOU, 


I WILL GET 80 NEXT YEAR. JUST YOU WAIT.

:D 


Lelelelelele, btw, sorry guys for being so damn emo after the Geography exam.
Was just disappointed because I expected higher marks. (: 
My expectations are too high, sorry.
And I'd thought that you guys would get like superhuman results, y'know. 
Sooooo, yeah. 
Plus, my Seni was just too terrible. 60 for paper 2. Urghhh. Probably the lowest I've got since...since KINDERGARTEN. 
I hate my Seni teacher. In fact, EVERYONE hates her.
You may ask any one of my classmate and see if anyone likes her at all. 
And just fyi, some people's art wasn't really that good and they'd get like super good results?
Unfair much. -___-



One thing you can and must learn in Secondary School, is to NOT trust anyone.
You might just trust them too much and then BOOM, you're dead. 
I'm not saying that someone betrayed me or something, but it IS going to happen, if I'm not careful.
People who are gullible should be cautious, because you know, Secondary School is all about betrayal, backstabbing, cheating lest you know how to choose your friends. :) 
Just a tip for those who are STILL gullible and stupid and constantly gets cheated by their so-called "BEST FRIEND". :D 
Those who look honest and kind and helpful are the most dangerous of them all.
Just like what I said above about the stupid asshole. 
Yeah, she may be nice and all, but hey, she's a moron. (: 
So be careful. 
*Oh wow, I sound like an expert. Which I'm not.* 





Lelelelelelele, :D 






*Oh fck I totally forgot about the sch mag. SHIT.*













xoxo-
celineeee. 
still gullible. (: 
but lovin` it. 

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