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Chapter 227 : Page 336 of 336.

Today is officially the last day of 2012; officially the last day of being a kid. 
Why do I say that? Because next year (Okay, tomorrow) will be the starting of a new nightmare - The Holy SPM. I gotta buck up and study real hard for my future. I'm not gonna be childish and act like all of this is a game anymore. 

Flashback. 

I gotta say, as cliche as it sounds, 2012 was a helluva roller coaster ride. I'm not even kidding. I guess it has to be one of the scariest roller coaster rides ever. But I'm satisfied with what I've done because not only did I come out alive, I made a lot of new friends along the journey as well. I'm sincerely thankful for that. If not for the people I've met, I wouldn't have accomplished anything at all.

MY FAMILYYY. ♥ I love youuu. Thanks for being there when I'm down and supporting me when I make my choices. 

Also, I'd like to thank my best buds for always listening to my old stories again and again and not being tired of it. It's a tough task, and you guys braved it :P Thanks for all the gossips and advice and lame stuff you guys always say. I wouldn't trade anything in the world with it. I just want you to know that I love you all very much. ♥ (Omg damn geli right hahahaa. I'M BEING SINCERE HERE.) 

My seatmates. I wouldn't have survived the year without you all. I have to say this : YOU GUYS ARE THE LAMEST AND PERVERT PEOPLE EVER. But then, who isn't? :) I'm very happy to have you guys with me throughout the whole year. I'm glad we survived school! Teehee.

The COGAIS! You guys are amazing people. Although we come from different circles of friends, I think we did a really great job getting along and having to complete so many tasks together. I think there might be tiny misunderstandings between each other at times but I think everything will be sorted out in the end lah. :) After all, we are the amazing Cogais right? (*coughs*)

THE MAGAZINE CREW! Well, it was the main thing in my life for 2012 actually. And boy, was it tough. Glad to say that we finally completed the whole magazine in time. I spent most of my time on this you know. Even during holidays I had to go back to school to settle stuff wtf. A huge THANK YOU to the people who had to go through this with me hahahaha. 

The Karaoke People. Haiyo you all ah. Hang out confirm have to go sing K one! Like if never sing then will die like that LOLOL. But never mind, had lots of fun hearing all of you sing, and of course singing with you guys. And yes, I think I laugh at every single thing you guys say, because even when you guys keep your mouth shut I still find it funny. Trololol. 

My studies for 2012 were...okay lah I guess? I still gotta work harder on my Sciences! Cannot be on the brink of getting A/B liao. GOTTA CHIONG TO MY AIM! Go go go! I can't help believing that SPM determines our future. I'm REALLY sitting for the test at the end of the year. Gosh it's scary. But yeah, it's a part of life. It's what paves our road to be what we want to be in the future. You can't say that it's not important because it is. It's not PMR where you can just study a month before and get good results anyway. It's about blood, sweat and tears. It's about being able to face it with determination. 

Another thing - King Scout. Damn I think this is more scary than SPM? Hahahah. Honestly speaking, I'm not ready at all for the test. Being said by the seniors that we're not up to the King Scout standard yet, I'm really ashamed because it's like we'd never learnt anything new throughout the whole year. It's sad. But I'm not gonna give up just yet. Not now. We have to really start working towards that standard. We're representing 16th Fort, the Kota district. I don't ever want to disappoint anyone. 



Wow, having written all of this, I think it's gonna be ANOTHER memorable roller coaster ride. 


我想,这应该是所谓的人生的转折点吧?明年,一切都会不一样。我们不能预知未来,但我相信我们能创造出自己想要的未来。也许一路上会很艰难、很痛苦,但是到了终点,我们就会知道,这一切都是值得的。我相信我们都能做到。不管你的未来将会是怎样,千万要记住,你所做的一切,都是为了自己而奋斗。不管结果会是怎样,你也要想一想,你是怎么为它争取的。就像《爱情公寓》里的片头曲歌词“我的未来式由我做主 ”。我们的未来就掌握在自己的手里。好好地去争取吧!你们准备好了吗?


The roller coaster ride is about to begin........

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BOOOOOOOOOM.






xx
Celine









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