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Chapter 238: Applying for College

*Cries in agony*

Cheryl Line-ed me just now asking me if I was gonna register for Sunway soon. Yesterday Shu Yie asked me too. I didn't know that I could register already. Whut. Lol. I fail. So I confidently took all the forms (including accomodation) and sat at the table. I got my pencil case ready. I thought to myself, "Hey this is going to be easy. I'm sure it'd be done in 5 minutes, at most 10." I WAS WRONG. F my confidence. HAHA. I took a look at the Application Procedure checklist. It was written there: Follow the 5 Simple Steps to Complete Your Application to Sunway College! Like so happy liddat. -__-

In each step there are at least 3 boxes to check wtf. THAT IS NOT 5 SIMPLE STEPS OK. *bangs table*
Step 1 is already done. Talk to the counselors and shit. Step 2. Academic records. Okay, this is easy. Just print out my trials results. Then I saw certificates. It wasn't stated which type so I got kinda frustrated. *bangs table again* MEH. So actually I am still stuck there. Shall wait for my mom to wake up hahahaha.

So next is the application form. Believe it or not I was stuck at the first section: my name. Wtf hahahaha. It stated there SURNAME on the first section and FIRST NAME on the second. So where should I put my chinese name huh. -______- So I think it is TAN. CELINE LI WEN. Sigh. This is hard. LOLOL.

Ok jiang zhen de I am still stuck. My mom is still sleeping. :'(

I had insomnia yesterday (should I say today? midnight 2am-3am fml). Rolled on the bed for an hour plus. I kept thinking about stuff. Yesterday we had BBQ at CW's house so everyone was talking about where they are going and all. I feel very sad lah. Everyone's going to part ways already. I guess this is the real shit. The saddest day isn't the last day of school/exams. It's the day when everyone starts talking about where they're heading to. I woke up feeling like cow faeces. AND FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE SPM WAS OVER, I FELT SO LONELY. My heart felt soooooo damn heavy. Fml.

It just feels like everyone is going to leave me alone liddat hahaha. Why am I so emotional? T_T (But I haven't cry yet so I think not counted) On a side note, KJJ is going to be in the same course and same intake as I am!!! And probably Shu Yie too. So I'm gonna have friends yay! And probs going to be roommates with Cheryl yay. So I hope college will be fun.

Hmm Wei Hao said there is a job under Drinho. It's on the weekends! But I still haven't received the call from the salesman. Meh. I just wanna go out. The money doesn't matter actually lolol. Okay it matters. But.


Sigh lah sigh. And I wonder why I have to live so far away. So far away from everything.



x
Celine


So far away from you. 


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