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Chapter 144 : YOOOOO. ;


So yeah, a number of you guys asked me about my piano exam. 
IT WAS.. AWESOME OKAY LAH. 
I can't say it's bad and I can't say it's good either. 
It's somewhere in the middle. -.- 

I played one of my scales wrongly. 
He asked me to repeat it but I STILL played wrongly. wtf right.
So yeaaah. The piano pieces were..played a bit too fast. = =
The beats were wrong, wrong and WRONG. Arghhh. 
I'll just pray that his ears have ear shit in'em so that he didn't hear what I played. (: 
Err, yeah. I'll just keep dreaming on. LOL. 

The sight reading was unexpectedly easy.
Not reaaalllyy easy lah, but at least easier than what teacher gave. 
OH YEAH. HAHAHA. 
Guess the emo examiner was in a real good mood then? ;D
The aural tests were sooo
He actually SMILED when I answered a question. Lol? 

"What form is this piece?"  ( I forgot what he asked. -.- ) 
"Happy." 
" Why? "
" Because it's like people marching (?) " 
Then he smiled. -____-"

Pervert much? ahahaa. ;P 
kidding. 
but seriously. 

I just found out that I took my piano exam last year on the 3rd of August.
AND IT'S THE SAME DATE THIS YEAR.
How awesome is that? ;) 
We even went to the same place to eat. LOL.
Talk about Dejavu. 


My piano life is going to continue next week. (: 
fyi, I'm going to take my Grd 5 theory exam next year in March and Grd 6 practical exam in August. 
But the problem is, my theory is only at Grd 4 now. =__=" 
HOW AM I GOING TO FINISH BOTH GRADES IN FREAKIN` 7 MONTHS?
and if I can't finish Grd 5 theory, I can't take Grd 6 practical! AAAAAHHHH. 
Nervous breakdown. LOL. = =

Anyways, I have more work to do. T-T 
Magazine work yowh. = =

Updates! 
Currently working on : D-Grey Man #14 Musician's Song 

Fantastic song I tell you! HEEEEE. 
After that, I might wanna go with Listen To My Heart, Wedding Dress and First Love. 
I feel so greedy. ;P 

Currently reading : Eldest ( YES I KNOW I'M SO SLOW )
Currently doing : Geography and PJK folio. = =
Currently... : in the midst of my work. lol I sound like an OL. XD 


xoxo-
celine. ♥ is that all you've got? 




I wonder if you ever think of me?

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