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Chapter 237: Last Day of 2013

I actually forgot I was supposed to write here. Haha. Nvm, last few hours of 2013. Let's do this.

I wrote a poem just now. Not that fancy or whatever. Just a simple one. I admit that I ain't no pro at writing poems, and I must say that this is the longest one I've written LOL. I edited out some parts for my own privacy. :B Maybe when I get the hang of it I'll try to write more.


2013

Year 2013 had started with a Bam!
SPM was near, and I was like "Damn!"
"When will this torture end?"
I whined and complained.

There were so many things undone,
But there was no where I could run!
Nothing comes easy in life,
The only thing I could do was strive.

Death took away last breaths,
My heart was put to the test,
Many a times I broke down,
I cried till there was no sound.

Throughout the year I have met,
Wonderful souls whom I'll never regret.
Through thick and thin we stand,
Success is all we demand.

2014 is a brand new year,
so let us cheer and jeer!
For we shall make a huge step,
To start the New Year's with a bang!


This year was an extraordinary one. I achieved things that I'd never imagined I would achieve; things that would only appear in my dreams. And also received love which I'd never imagined a year ago. For that, I owe it all to the people around me who have continuously supported me and gave me hope. Though as usual, there were many times I was broken, but many people were there to mend me and encourage me to go on. Tough times are definitely inevitable. What is life without any downhills? You can't have a good life without challenges. How are you going to appreciate what you have without losing something you'd never thought you'd lose? Life has a way of testing us, sometimes even pushing us to our limits, but life also teaches us why we must be strong.

No, I'm not going to repeat the "My life was a roller coaster" shit again because I've said that too many times HAHAHAHA. All in all, to the people around me whom I love, thank you once again for standing by my side all this while. To the people whom I've hurt, I'm really sorry. I will try to be more matured for the coming year. I am no longer a high school student. Jobless, school-less, but thankfully not homeless. Yet. :P

Next year we will all part ways, but I hope the friendship bond that we shared will never be forgotten. I cherish each and one of you regardless of how close we are. I believe that every person I've met plays an important role in my life. If you ever see me on the streets or anywhere, please say Hi to me hahahaha.

As much as I've ranted on twitter, I wish I'd be a more forgiving person. I wish I'd be less hot-tempered so that I wouldn't hurt the people I love. I wish I'd learn how to be hardworking and be more serious about my studies. I wish I'd change my mistakes to make myself a better person.

Thank you 2013, for being so amazing. Next year would be yet another phase in my life. And yes, 2014, I hope you'd be even more fabulous than 2013.




Thank you, once again, for letting me survive 2013.

Happy New Year lovelies. 

x
Celine




I shall strive to be a better person, for you. 

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