Chapter 136 : Insanity overwhelms me. ;
Worst day of my life. Not worst, but still. :\ Got scolded by the Mak Cik from the Malay Stall. -___- Just because of a darn RM10! I got no change. She didn't had any change so she told me come back later. I borrowed RM2 from Ngiow instead because I didn't wanna wait. Soooo, I gave it to her lah. She didn't even LOOK! GOD DAMN IT. I asked the RM10 from her and explained the whole thing. She'd thought I lied to her! She asked me WHEN I gave her the RM2. =.= Stupid Mak Cik. She scolded me something I didn't hear properly. But her last words were " Kacau betul! " . WTF LAH YOU STUPID MAK CIK. YOU MADE MY EFFIN' STUPID MOOD EVEN WORSE. =__= I vow never to buy Nasi Lemak from you again. And I MEAN IT.
Another thing...and that is, my secret. Feel so down these days. :( Dunno why. My facebook statuses are getting more and more. You know what? I feel like deactivating my account for some time. So I won't get too frustrated. And maybe stop online-ing and sms-ing? It'll definitely change everything. But I can't do it. It's like getting disconnected from the world or something. I wonder, how can you do it ?
Now, I am in charge of the Advertisements. :( I don't wanna do! Cheryl's sister - Cherlyn quit the Magazine Crew because it's pressuring her. At least think of me. T_T
I have got to get you out of my damn mind. Why? Because it's killing me. I don't want to kill myself. -__-
Why is this happening to meeee? God is unfairrr. Gods above, Poseidon, Zeus, Aphrodite, or whoever it is, save me. ;( and thanks, Zihang, for chatting with me when I'm down. :D I really do appreciate it. Wish you good luck with herrrrr.
...yes, I've changed my style of writing into paragraphs. Feel like changing the blog skin as well. Some memories ought to be washed out.
You? No, I still can't do it.
xoxo-
celine. ♥ going insane.
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