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Chapter 135 : Am I a good blogger? ; 


I've been looking at people's blogs these days and I feel useless.
Why? Because I notice that my blog is getting a wee bit too boring nowadays.
Don't you agree? My lovely readers? :) 
Is it the way I write? Or is it the way my story goes?
Is it boring because it doesn't have pictures? 
Oh well, I didn't write my blog to please people.
I write it because of how I feel.
BUT HEY, I CAN'T PLEASE MYSELF WITH THIS KIND OF BLOG POSTS.
It's gradually getting on my nerves now. 

So how am I going to improve my blogging skills? 
My blog is dead. Nobody actually comes to visit often. 
How sad. :( 

I have to say this : I AM NO GOOD PHOTOGRAPHER. 
That's why I don't upload pictures in Facebook much these days.
Pictures that I take are miserably ugly. MY LIFE DAMN SAD LA WEYH. 

I do wanna try posting my blog in Facebook or MSN, 
but it's very irritating and humiliating to see people blurt their comments out in Facebook or worse - in your face. 
Remember my " Life or Death " post? 
One of my Uncle's friend saw that post and actually TOLD my mom about it.
Yes, up till now, she is STILL asking me about it. -__- 
Thank God she doesn't know how to surf the internet. (: 
Sometimes, I just love my mom so much y'know. HAHA. 
IN YOUR FACE, PEOPLE WHOSE PARENTS HAVE FACEBOOK. 
They be stalkin' you all day yowh. ;P 


So as I was saaaying, wait. WHAT was I saying? =.=
I tend to forget everything once I get distracted.
Yes, like just now. 
I have completely forgotten what I wanna do after Zihang chatted with me on MSN. 
Don't get me wrong, as I've said, I am easily distracted. 
This post is getting out of topic, eh?
NEVER MIND. I AM trying to get this blog to be more colorful, right? ;D 
So getting out of topic is a good thing... I think. 


Should I really change my style of writing? I am still considering. 
Maybe I shouldn't. :P 
Or maybe I should. :D 
F it. I don't care anymore. 
PERCY JACKSON IS THE BAWMB. 
I type what I see. 
And now, I'm seeing reading Percy Jackson. 
I am the epitome of lameness. Don't you agreeee? :) 
Okay, I should really end this post before I get carried away, hor hor? :P 

Whoop. Buhbyeeee. 



What I feeeeel today : I don't fit it anywhere. Especially when you're around.
Happy Moment Of The Day : Talking with Xinyi about our down moments in class. She is the most wonderful person to chat with. :) 
Sad Moment Of The Day : Being alone downstairs is pretty much a Moanday for me. Especially without you. :( 



xoxo-
celine. ♥ 




She will be loved. But what about me? ;(  

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