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Chapter 174 : I don't know what to write.

A week has passed and I noticed that I've been getting gradually tired from day 1.

Day 1 - *Alarm goes off* -immediately jumps up from bed and rushes to the toilet- YAY! Schooool day! 
Day 2 - *Alarm goes off* -rubs eyes and walks to the toilet- *wtf why so fast? -.-* 
Day 3 - *Alarm goes off* -wakes up after it has rung for 5 or 6 times.- That was fast. *yawns*
Day 4 - *Alarm goes off* -fck, I don't give a damn about it.- Eventually wakes up. *sits at the bed fa dai-ing*
Day 5 - *Alarm goes off* -keeps sleeping until the alarm goes off by itself.- *yay more sleeping time! :D* 


Talk about stupid. 
I bet next Monday I'll just off the damn alarm and keep sleeping until Mom calls me.
Btw, school is really crowded because of the form 1's. 
WHY ARE THERE SO MANY OF THEM?!?!
It's like they'd die if they don't come here.
Go somewhere else because apparently, St. David isn't the one who got 77 straight A's in PMR. ( harhar.)
We literally suffocate in assembly every single day. 
I do not like where we stand. It's so fucking crowded and smelly and congested. 
And just so you know, my bag is like a thousand times heavier than I remembered. 
It might be the lack of not-carrying-a-bag-for-like-1 month and a half. :D 
Or maybe it's just that Form 3 is like a whole new level or something and we must get used to it.
I don't even know what I'm talking about.

And, the person I first despise this year is one of my teachers in school. 
She judged us by saying we're high and mighty and we "menilaikan" them. 
Hello? Earth to teacher??? We didn't even say a word and you say we're judging you?
What's your problem? Is it because you have absolutely no confidence in yourself?
And you're just using this "student-judging-teacher" thing as an excuse?
Seriously man, you said we were too quiet on the first day,
And on the next, you said we judged you? 
Omg la, I seriously don't understand man. 
Okay, so put it this way, even if we did judge you, you shouldn't be scolding us like some shit alright.
Just think, if we liked your teaching, then we wouldn't judge you. ( which we didn't. honest. )
You should be more open-minded like Pn. Noorul lah walao.
And btw, she is awesomeeee :D 


Pn. Soh is on leave and to tell the truth, I really miss English work. -.-
The timetable's stupid. 
I can almost memorize it already. 
BM on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. ( I think I might actually like BM, for once. )
Maths on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. ( Thank God I sat in the front, else I think I'd have to strain my ears. )
Chinese on Thursday and Friday. ( Chinese = More and more homework, thanks to mom.) 
PJ on Wednesday and Thursday. ( I don't like PJ since the day they demolished the tennis court. Haaa. )
KH on Monday and Thursday. ( Omg I hope I get to Pn. Z's class. )

Okay, wait. That's all I can remember. Which is good enough.
Because I know some people might actually rake their brains to memorize them. 
Ohohoo. Some people = No one will ever do such a brainless thing when they can refer to the timetable. 


I should prolly say something nice about school and teachers. 
Well, the best thing about school is meeting up with long-time-no-see friends. 
I could actually look at one of them and laugh for no apparent reason.
Cause` I'm retarded like thaaat. ;D
Well, so far, we've gotten our orals and stuff. 
So fast weihhhh. I belum ready for all those pun. D:
This year is gonna suck like wtffff. 
Too many stuff to do. I really don't know how to cope with it.
And fyi, I have 7 undone logbooks to do. 
In a year. And prolly another 1 and a half month. 
Thank God LaoGao still has his. 
Because every senior I asked, they'd be: "Oh, I forgot where I put." or "I lent to XXX. Go ask him." 
LaoGao rocksssss. lol. 



Kaaay, my brother wanna use the comp now. 
So bye. For now. 
I'd prolly write more next week, if I have the time.
And mood.





xoxo-
celiinneee. ;) 
wee wang wang is not funny. -.- 
so stfu. kidding. 

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